31.12.2018 - Last sunrise of the year
Probably the toughest year I have had so far. A lot of ups but even many more downs.
I thought a lot about what to write and how to recap this year but as soon as I read what I wrote about the past, I had to hit the DEL button.
I'm not ready... not ready to go through all this again, not ready to face the the pain, not ready to write it down because for me, reading it means realizing it. Maybe at some point (when I start healing) I will be able to write it all down but may I won't, and keep it all for myself.
Despite the tough times, I'm still grateful for what I have, the lessons I have been taught and all the memories I was allowed to make in 2018. Cheers to these rays of hope and thank you.
"Sometimes you will never know the value of a moment, until it becomes a memory"
Some of my favorite pictures and memories of 2018.